As a girl, I grew up watching fairy tales.
I adored watching Cinderella and I visioned
my love life to be similar as fairy tales.
To meet a tall charming young man, who saves me
from the darkness and wins my heart by his charming look, suave body
and melodious voice.
But, as I grew older, I realized fairy tales is not how life suppose to be.
Life aint as easy as that.
A suave man is not what I need in life.
Looks aint everthing.
Life is never smooth. Never.
We live on earth to please the Al-mighty.
We live on earth to be with people who can raise us higher
and bring us closer to god.
I always envy others who has drop dead gorgeous soulmate
who has everything in life. Owns a car. A good career.
Soon, I realized. There's no point being envious.
Cuz on the surface, they might look perfect and happy.
But, on the inside, they could be suffering in their own ways.
I have always learn not to depend on others.
Ive always been independent, anyway.
Not in all matters. But, financially, I am.
Ive not financially depend on my parents since 17.
What I want. I'll work my butt out to achieve it.
I want a degree. I work hard.
I want a lasik. I work hard.
I want a nice house and wedding. I work mighty hard for it.
I believe everyone can achieve what they want if they work hard for it.
Im blessed for be given this much courage and determination to achieve my goals in life.
I am very thankful for what god bestowed upon me.
I am very excited for the future.
Excited and anxious all the same time.
I want to have a beautiful beginning with a beautiful someone.
Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin
