I don't know where my courage came from. But, whatever the effects are, Im grateful to Allah swt for giving me the courage to do something out of the world.
Im grateful to Allah swt for waking me up from my dreams. I have been having similar dream for almost 4 years.
As I prayed earlier, I felt a certain serenity and I felt that god is dropping hints on what is the next step I need to do in life. Alhamdullilah. I think, I know what I should do now. Thanks to Allah swt.
I have been thinking of things which I am not suppose to think. I get obssess with dunya so much, I actually forget to have faith in god's planning. I care about other people so so so much that its taking too much of my time.
Ya Allah, please forgive me for not putting you as my main priority in life..
