Ok.
Flight tickets to P purchased.
Watch a video on the beauty of Australia,
and my oh my, it swept me away.
Masyallah.
Nature's beauty by the Al-mighty is so magical.
So surreal.
I can't wait!!
This is going to SPUR my motivation to do well
for my final module.
To give my all,
to sacrifice my sleep, my time, my energy, my weekend,
TV-time
in order to do well, in both teaching and my studies.
Yes, I can do it.
I can persevere.
It's all boils down to M-E!
*EXCITED mode*
2012 has been learning journey for me.
A wake up call for me.
To learn, there's no such thing as fairy tales.
To learn to be grateful, to accept....fate.
To learn from my setbacks.
To be given a challenging class,
and to make it work.
To persevere. To learn from my mistakes.
To correct myself.
To know my kids, to study them, to bring out their strengths,
to help them to be a better person.
I have only 1 more month with my babies.
My first year being a form teacher.
It was rough.
I had no permanent buddy teacher.
Kids were pretty handful groups.
Teaching them was really a challenge.
To tweak teaching so as to make learning
fun and comprehensible for them.
It was rough.
It was tough.
But, looking back,
I learn a lot.
I grew up.
I still have lots of room to grow.
But, im glad, im at the finishing line really soon.
And for all that Ive went through,
I deserve a good holiday.
I deserve to have ME-time at P.
I wanna soak in the sun.
Enjoy a nice cuppa in an awesome cafe.
I wanna smell the flowers.
Sit on the grass.
Watch the sunset.
Go to a countryside.
And do nothing,
but enjoy the moments.
For now.
I have to complete my assignment.
Im very motivated now.
May I have the strength to complete it.
I gotta prove to myself, I can do anything
despite my heavy workload. Insyallah.
P, here I come......................
:))