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9:34 PM

Monday, August 13, 2012

I feel at peace today.

Despite the crazy datelines,

I was calm, very calm during prayers today.

I thought deeply.

I feel blessed.

Blessed to have everything now.

I know its my million times sharing on

how much I am blessed.

But, I truly am blessed and happy.

Love everything in my life.

I may not have everything, but happiness

is not about owning everything,

but to appreciate the small lil things in life.

So, I appreciate all the small things in my life.

I love my family, ever so caring and loving.

I love my career, for I learn a lot through working.

I love my kids, they teach me to be 'patience'.

I love god, Allah, for being there when Im lost,

for giving me the strength when im weak,

for giving me the opportunities to live,

to enjoy the finest things in life.

And as Ustaz Mirzi and Ustazah Maimunah reiterated

several times, you will find happiness when you forgive someone

and wish the best for that someone. sincerely.

It's hard.

I took years to really forgive,

but I think I finally able to forgive you and

Im happy, truly happy to see you with someone that is nice.

May both of you find happiness in each other.

I seek forgiveness from whoever Ive hurt before.

Friends, acquaintances, nemesis.

I can be mean when upset.

I can be egoistic when antagonized.

I can be misunderstood.

I can be accused.

I am, after all, a human being, with multiple flaws.

I am learning from my mistakes.

May all of us find bliss as we live on and

to make full use of our time here.

For, we only borrowing time to live on earth.

Peace be unto you and so may the mercy of Allah and His blessing.

10:02 PM

Thursday, August 9, 2012

I'm bewildered when others can declare his depth of his love to different woman in a short span of time.

I know love is subjective.
And how we show our love is subjective too, based on each individuals.

For me, my belief is not to say you love someone when you do not know someone well, or when the relationship is not stable yet. I find the word 'love' to be very sacred. You don't just say 'I love you' to just anyone. It doesn't works that way.

If saying 'I love you' is as easy as saying 'abc', there won't be any meaning attached to the sentence.

Just something to share about.
:)