I know, I'm always smiling and love having positive momentum, but at times, just like a normal human beings, I do feel sad.
Perhaps it's the time of the month.
Perhaps I just love to think of my future. But, I fear of my life. Will I get what I want before reaching the big-3! Everyone is already there, while here I am... Still me. The same old rina. Nothing's new.
I told myself. Something thing must happen before I turn 30, if not.... I shall seek my own happiness overseas. Will bid farewell to Singapore. I can't stand being mundane, it makes me sick. ::(
Anyway, I'm down.
So, I shall listen to some jazz and read a good book. :)
And they (the disbelievers) planned, but Allah planned. And Allah is the best planners. [3:54]