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11:07 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Had a great time celebrating brother and cousin's bday today.

Sumptuous lunch at Arab St.

Thks daddy n Aunt for the treat.

Love the fishhhhy treat!

Had a great time camwhoring since

I quite like the style for the day.

Big geeky specs kinda of suits me! :p

I am who I am cuz of all these people.

They add sweetness to my life.

I am indeed thankful for each single one of them.

MUAAACKS!!!

p.s: Counting down to BKK trip!

7:47 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Friends are like an asset,

family is a treasure to keep for life.

Tuesday was really a bad day for me.

I was affected, NOT because of what I did.

Because I was shocked to see someone

behaving in such a manner.

I don't know to feel sorry or to feel insulted.

Either way, i told myself, that was the

last straw. It was a wake up call for me

to stop treating people nice

when they see you as a monster.

full stop. finish. im moving on.

3 years of being in grief.

I want the old Rina back.

I was the free spirited, vain

happy Rina back!

In these 3 years, I have not been myself.

I stop pampering myself.

I binge eating.

I stop taking care of myself.

I look haggard.

I have the 'idontcarepolicy' towards

relationships.

But, despite what I went through,

Im glad I have friends who never fail to bring a smile

to my face.

Colleagues who are there to give me support.

Family members who accept me for who I am.

And someone who never give up on me.

Thanks for waiting for years.

Ive never seen someone who could wait

years just to see me ready.

I feel lucky, cuz of all these people in my life.

So to all, thank you so much

from the bottom of my heart!

I feel like part of Rina is coming back.

So welcome back, Rina!

3:20 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

And so, I did something crazy last night.

I bought myself a holiday package to BKK on impulse.

The only problem.. Who is going with me? Should I travel alone? ;)

7:08 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

A harmless birthday message turned out to horrendous.
As I read the message in the bus to work, i cried.
I cried because you turned out to be someone full of rage.

I dont mind being heartbroken, but to be accused and maligned,
despite being innocence is an insult to me. Is really one big insult.
Thus, I promise myself never to get insulted again by you.

In your eyes, I have been a "monster" all along.
Someone who goes around bringing others down and treating others like fools
and betraying you by seeing others behind your back.

I just pray to god one day, you will be able to see the truth,
and one day the rage in you will be gone and you will be a
better person.

12:12 AM

Monday, May 21, 2012

I suddenly feel guilty.
Guilty fr hurting someone back in 09.
I feel like apologizing but I can't myself to do so.

I can't deny I learnt alot about myself through that person.

And to H, If ure reading my blog, do forgive me fr all my actions.

11:16 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Butterflies in my stomach each time I feel touched by your sweet gestures.

Thks for putting in effort, knowin I am a very DIFFICULT person. :)

8:59 AM

I wish you happiness in what you belive in, just like how you believe in having faith in your fate.

Maybe, what your heart yearns, will be a reality soon. :)

12:03 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Instead of going fanciful holiday during the June holidays,

I just registered myself to a 2-months workshop on being a better muslimah.

Decided to do something different.

It's time to spend time on my spiritual being, and to be a better muslim.

May I have the strength and will-power to complete this course.