Its been a crazy year.
My patience, capability and management skills were really tested.
I have to admit, I was at the brink of giving up.
I thought that I was not good enough.
I thought I will not be able to execute my job properly.
As days passed, I told myself, "I CANT GIVE UP now."
Instead of giving up, i decided to think of many ways
I can handle the challenges at work.
Alhamdullilah, with perseverance, I saw a glimpse of hope
I realized that I just need to tweak my strategies in order to
assist my students' weaknesses and to hone on their strengths.
So far, so good.
The kids are more calm, more ready to learn.
I grew to like them more and more as days passed.
Im intrigued with their innocence, their playfulness.
Its always interesting to hold a conversation with the kids.
At times, they will say something very sweet which just make my day.
I know, I am at the right place.
There's no other place I would want to be. =)
God, gave me the strength to accept you in FB when you added me.
Cuz God want to tell me ONCE and for all that what I thought you were,
was all just my assumptions.
You were not, a strong believer of true love.
Someone who jumped from one girl to another, may not know what is love.
So, what we had, wasnt mutual love.
I don't know what you were feeling,
but I know now, it wasnt real.
I thought it was, but I guess Its never too late.
Good luck, with the #6718110-th girl!
Feels like my heart suddenly stops.
Or maybe that's how person with cardiac arrest feels.
So, u found someone new. Again
I should b happy, but gotta admit I'm not.
Note to self: delete him. Delete him.