One thing lacking in me,
Is the ability to appreciate what I have
And cherishing those who truly care.

I've made one mistake of not cherishing someone, and it may be one of the reasons the relationship ended.
It took me years to realize that I actually take advantage of
people who really care about me.

I love receiving, till I don't even know how to give.
Maybe, im just too self centered.

I've come to a point. I should not be selfish no more.
It's either I learn how to cherish others, or just let the person go.
It's selfish for me to hold on to someone if I do not know the basic thing of appreciating someone.

I'm glad I'll be away from Singapore for a short period.

Maybe, a different environment, atmosphere, is just what I need now.

I rather be sad for the rest of my life, than to make others sad due to my selfish and inconsiderate actions.

In times of these, i pray to god I'm able to make the right decision.