Why is everything going haywire?
Why do I smile, showing a false front?
Why do I try to stay strong,
when end of the day, I just cant stop the tears from flowing?
Why cant I just run away and be emotionally independent?
Why do people hurt me time and time again?
Why do I have to love you so much?
Why do I love someone who doesnt care about me at all?
Why I do love the wrong person who doesnt appreciate me?
I know he's not worth even in memory or in my thoughts,
but why he is still in mine?
Why is it that I hate him so much,
yet thinking of him all the time?
Why is it so hard to appreciate what Ive done?
Why? Why? Why?
Im sick.
Im tired.
Im really really tired.
