Im usually pretty decisive when it comes to
the matter of the heart.
Either I can feel it, or I cant.
Yet this time round, I am greatly confuse.
I an stuck, uncertain on
what I really want.
I am in the midst of clearing my mind,
for I have to make a decision fast
before anyone gets hurt.
In times like these, I have no one
except Allah to guide me along
so that I wont make any more mistakes
and for me to have the strength
to move on with life,
no matter how difficult it can be.
I know, some friends might be
thinking why I am so EMOTIONAL
LATELY.
I have not been the chirpy positive
girl I ALWAYS appear to be.
I dont wish to lie and deceive myself further.
I AM FACING A PROBLEM RIGHT NOW
AND I WANNA SOLVE IT FAST.
I WANT TO MOVE ON FROM MY HISTORY.
I REALLY NEED TO. =(
