Almost cried listening to this song. Only the BRAVES will be able to do it all over again.
2:06 PM
Today My Life Begins!
12:58 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Im usually pretty decisive when it comes to
the matter of the heart.
Either I can feel it, or I cant.
Yet this time round, I am greatly confuse.
I an stuck, uncertain on
what I really want.
I am in the midst of clearing my mind,
for I have to make a decision fast
before anyone gets hurt.
In times like these, I have no one
except Allah to guide me along
so that I wont make any more mistakes
and for me to have the strength
to move on with life,
no matter how difficult it can be.
I know, some friends might be
thinking why I am so EMOTIONAL
LATELY.
I have not been the chirpy positive
girl I ALWAYS appear to be.
I dont wish to lie and deceive myself further.
I AM FACING A PROBLEM RIGHT NOW
AND I WANNA SOLVE IT FAST.
I WANT TO MOVE ON FROM MY HISTORY.
I REALLY NEED TO. =(
6:32 AM
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
6:22 PM
Monday, October 24, 2011
Love, is a silly things.
I'm willing to sacrifice my happiness
Just to see you happy.
Silly, isn't it?
6:21 PM
2 bunnies in the house!
:)
10:28 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2011
I love my family!
They never fail to stand my me, in times of ups and downs!
Love all you to pieces!!
11:13 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
11:14 PM
Monday, October 17, 2011
One of the reasons I watch
X-Factor.
=)
11:22 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Sounds familiar? :)
9:41 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Officially the worst day of my working life.
Did I do the right thing?
Was I too firm?
What's the best way?
I dont have much time with them.
I must really cherish these moments.
9:17 PM
Monday, October 10, 2011
Why is everything going haywire?
Why do I smile, showing a false front?
Why do I try to stay strong,
when end of the day, I just cant stop the tears from flowing?
Why cant I just run away and be emotionally independent?
Why do people hurt me time and time again?
Why do I have to love you so much?
Why do I love someone who doesnt care about me at all?
Why I do love the wrong person who doesnt appreciate me?
I know he's not worth even in memory or in my thoughts,
but why he is still in mine?
Why is it that I hate him so much,
yet thinking of him all the time?
Why is it so hard to appreciate what Ive done?
Why? Why? Why?
Im sick.
Im tired.
Im really really tired.
11:30 PM
Friday, October 7, 2011
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Did I, for some reason clicked on something which I should not? Did I?
Oh no. What have I done? Can I, rewind and delete my action?
*smack forehead*
12:00 PM
We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive, where every sense is heightened, and every emotion is magnified. Our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, or an afternoon, but that doesn't diminish its value, because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.
How long has it been? 2 Years? So, how are you?
11:55 AM
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Disciplining a child ain't easy.
Discipling a special child is harder.
Teaching is easy, you just have to ensure they are calm and ready to learn.
A child who cries over every little things is a challenge.
I find it easier to handle kids who are non verbal or
even those who uses hands as a way to protest.
But, I guess we humans have our limits.
My limit, currently,is for a child who cries and
shrieks with that high pitch voice for an hour non stop.
I tend to get slightly irritated but I told myself to be calm.
He didn't choose to behave that way.So, I breathe in and breathe out.
I explained and rationalized to him what he did was wrong
and what "appropriate behavior" he must do the next time he encounters a problem.
I know he will take a long time to understand but,
I'm sureIf we teachers do not give up, he will change.
Thankfully, I was able to stay in the staff room
for a period after the incident.I needed to further calm myself down,
I need to remember the reasons why I'm in this line,
So educating a child ain't easy.But, when a child
learnt and transformed,I know it's all worth it.
5:25 PM
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Focus Rina Focus. Look Forward, never turn back. They said, when u love someone so much, all you want, is for them to be happy, irregardless what their feelings for you.
FORWARD. FUTURE. THINK FAR.
Is this what I really want?
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