I had cramps today.
Bad cramps in the morning.
Hesitating to go work or to take MC.
I decided to pop in my pill, be strong
and go to work!
J.T was not cooperative today.
Did not want to listen much to me
and it was a challenge for ME
to make him listen in class
and do his work.
At about 12pm, my energy was depleting
and my cramps kicked in.
Oh, I have no more energy to talk to him anymore.
I gave a huge smile when my kids
said goodbye during dismissal at 1pm.
Thanks to my Principal for allowing
me to go home.
Today, while I was managing J.T,
I realized that its just January
and I am already feeling
burnout.
Many thought came to my mind.
Am I sure I can survive whole year?
Is this the right job for me?
And while I was on the way home,
I did a bit of thinking.
I love kids. I always wanna be an educator.
So, what is a bit of challenge?
Every job comes with a challenge
and I should NO BETTER not to give up easily.
Ive always wanted to become a teacher.
And being in P.L, provides me the
opportunity to do so.
I may or may not be in P.L for
a very long time but..
one thing for sure, I LOVE working
with kids. =)
