I made a mistake in liking him.Perhaps it wasnt even liking to start off with.
I don't have a clue what it is
and I am not bothered to know what it is.
I guess everyone have something
we don't like about the opposite gender.
I think generally all humans have flaws
and I'm fine with flaws because
Im really far from being perfection
But two things I hate about MAN
is No.1 : Being Egoistic
No.2 : ACT LIKE SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT.
In other words, being hypocrite.
I really can't stand seeing them exist around me!
Especially, when I do have a history with them.
Oh god, I must be crazy to be linked to them
once upon a time.
It's such a big TURN OFF if someone
trying to be all COOL and HIP
when you are a TOTALLY different person.
Come on, be yourself.
I prefer originality.
So what if you're not really hip in person.
Do you have to PRETEND being someone else?
I love someone who is being himself/herself.
I guess living in a community do leads
to some "pressure" of being in the group
but I guess you really can't deceive yourself
that much!
What's the use of being a totally different person
when others can notice you are just
p.r.e.t.e.n.d.i.n.g!!
I don't know what came over me today but
I really have to let go of this steam in me!
Please. If you are not being yourself,
just, please dissapear far far away from me!!!