8:15 PM
Thursday, April 29, 2010
I ponder and wonder.
Does being in relationship results in happiness in both parties?
I observed and experienced it myself
how tiring and emotionally drained can
one be being in a relationship.
Do we really gain happiness or do we just
end up fighting, arguing all the time
of meaningless things?
I guess the reason I am SINGLE right now
is because I simply enjoy my life right now.
I have someone who cares about me alot.
And best thing of all, I began to learn
how to communicate with someone
without having to argue.
It has been great so far.
For the past years going out with him,
we have never argued.
He NEVER ever failed to make me smile
each time we talked on the phone or meet up.
I find this to be sureal and unbelievable
as I tend to argue with the opposite sex ALOT.
So, Im happy being single.
There's no strings attached.
All girls would like to be married with the guy she loves.
Honestly, I dread it when friends kept bringing
the topic that "Im still single."
Well. why do they bother when
I'm actually pleased with my life now.
All I know, I cannot make the same mistake
of being with the wrong guy.
I cannot afford to waste time being with the wrong guy.
I guess in life, we might take abit more time
bumping to "the one."
"The One" that be with you for the rest of your life.
He, will be the one that you can depend on.
He, who will be with you when you're feeling down,
happy, crazy or kiddish.
He, who accepts your flaws.
He, who will love you wholeheartedly.
So, I guess a lil of waiting doesn't do any harm at all.
^_^
2:18 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
I made a mistake in liking him.Perhaps it wasnt even liking to start off with.
I don't have a clue what it is
and I am not bothered to know what it is.
I guess everyone have something
we don't like about the opposite gender.
I think generally all humans have flaws
and I'm fine with flaws because
Im really far from being perfection
But two things I hate about MAN
is No.1 : Being Egoistic
No.2 : ACT LIKE SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT.
In other words, being hypocrite.
I really can't stand seeing them exist around me!
Especially, when I do have a history with them.
Oh god, I must be crazy to be linked to them
once upon a time.
It's such a big TURN OFF if someone
trying to be all COOL and HIP
when you are a TOTALLY different person.
Come on, be yourself.
I prefer originality.
So what if you're not really hip in person.
Do you have to PRETEND being someone else?
I love someone who is being himself/herself.
I guess living in a community do leads
to some "pressure" of being in the group
but I guess you really can't deceive yourself
that much!
What's the use of being a totally different person
when others can notice you are just
p.r.e.t.e.n.d.i.n.g!!
I don't know what came over me today but
I really have to let go of this steam in me!
Please. If you are not being yourself,
just, please dissapear far far away from me!!!
11:19 PM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Shopping in Orchard gets more and more exciting!
With the opening of Ion & 313, shopaholics like me
get a wider array of varieties since more and more
new shops popped up in town!
It was an impromptu plan to go town today.
It was a fun girls day out.
Just gurl-friend Ain & Me.
From a hearty lunch @ F.I.S.H to Chic-Flick show
"Date Night" and yes yes tonnes of shopping.
I bought a super nice brown tote bag, 1 heart necklace,
1 ribbon-shaped bracelet, Pure Seduction Victoria Secret
Eu De Toilette and..... and.... yeap, thats about it!!
One fulfilling Saturday! I lurve it.
I had to pamper myself today because I know
next week is one HELL of a busy busy week for me!!
Ouh dear. 2 guys asked me out way in advance
to watch Iron Man with them. Who should I go with?
I ? or W?
Ouh well, its always fun to go out with I.
So, I it is then. =)
He did asked me one month in advance!!
Cousin wedding is coming soon which means..
I have to start looking for wedding gifts
for her and Maisarah's wedding gifts.
Gfs birthdays are coming soon too.
MY oh MY... Im going b.r.o.k.e!!
And my new month resolution...
or rather tomorrow resolution is to
LOSE WEIGHT.
You heard me right or rather you read it right!
I gotta lose weight.
I had the SHOCK of my life when I can't
fit into my jeans!! Oh no. Oh no.
And when I tried this XS denim jacket,
my hand got stuck!!
It took awhile to get my hand out from the sleeve!!
( Abit of exaggeration there!! Heheee)
The bottomline is I gained massive amount of weight.
I believed it was 4-5kg.
The increase must be due to the stress during the exam period.
All those munchies are pretty scary!
I stopped weighing myself daily.
Or rather I stopped looking into the weighing scale!
Scary shit man.
Ok. I have lose this weight.
I wanna be a pretty bridesmaid!! Hahaa..
I made a mistake in liking him.