Good day.
Its weird how we gets closer each time we were together.
Im thorn on whether to make this r/s a serious one
or still to go slow in finding the right one.
But today, I somehow have the feeling
that he is the right one for me.
He seems to be pretty serious about me.
The last person I will want to hurt is him.
What is the best thing should I do ?
For now, I have no answer for it.
The answer will fall into place one day.
I know it will.
Its the simple thing in life
that make me contented and blessed.
I was in awe for having the most
horrifying nightmare
which lasted for hours last night.
I woke up today morning with a shocked.
The dream was incredibly disturbing,
it did affected my morning to a certain extend.
The nightmare was followed by a few
series of unfortunate events.
Despite my rough morning,
I was determined to have a good day.
A positive mind = A positive outcome.
We arranged to meet at 330pm.
It was indeed a simple meet up.
We had a good lunch.
Spend time goofing around in Borders.
Making FUN of silly books.
Browsing books from our childhood.
Chilling out at magazines area.
I browsed almost all of the Beauty magazines
while he took a couple of IT gadgets
and gaming magazines.
Our next stop was at ION and our favourite
place is officially the SEPHORA.
We tried out the new Givency Play cologne
and it simply fabuloso.
I would love someone I like to wear scents
I adore. =)
We window-shopped to more shops
and finally headed down to have
coffee at a new Mexican coffee place.
We continued with our series of jokes
and laughters.
After hours of laughing and giggling,
he send me home right to my floor.
And without failed, he will
always made our farewell of the day
a sweet one.
I have decided to privatized my blog.
Perhaps its better to be alone for now.
Away from everyone.
I just need to be by myself and
need some peace and quiet.
I was in AWE when I read his message.
He had to emphasize that he is
"happily-attached"
I cannot recall in any way with
me asking anything about his life.
SO SCREW WITH YOUR STATUS.
I don't care and don't wish to know.
I thought after his attempt to approach
me in MSN last week triggered me
to perhaps add HIM back in FB,
remembering that once upon a time
he did tried to add me
but I REJECTED HIM,
telling him its not the time yet.
I really really HATE a guy who
really take advantage of a girl's love
for his gain and when he thinks
the girl is being such a NUISANCE,
he just chose to let her go.
I just cannot accept the fact that
when a guy declared he LOVES you,
it actually does not MEANT anything.
When a guy showed to you how much he cares,
its just temporary.
I can't help but thinking all GUYS are just the same.
I can't help but believing there's no one to trust now.
And, its all thanks to you.
Do I actually deserve all these?
On the other note, I noticed
he removed his "Single" status
and he persistently asked me out
tomorrow.
I rejected him initially because
I thought I should just stay at home
to study but I realized
Its V-Day tomorrow.
Im not really into V-Day but
Im just wondering whether there
will be any surprises by him!!
So, perhaps... I should meet him tomorrow.
Food for thoughts. -_-
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til’ all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I’ve been on the brink, so
Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
My god, amazing how we got this far
It’s like we’re chasing all those stars
Who’s driving shiny big cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don’t really like my flow, no, so
Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’mma tell you everything
So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away
