11:01 PM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
It was the first time ever
I was happy to know that
someone doesnt like me.
It was a weird sms from a
guy colleague last night.
It was something like
" Rina, you are indeed one
pretty girl but if you're worried
on why I contact you ..
Not to worry Im not really into you."
FUH. What a relief to hear.
Please dont get me involve in
any more complications.
Its not that I am easily liked by others
Just that from the way the conversations
were going...I swear something was wrong!
Office romance is totally not my thing.
Its weird how sometimes guys certainly
act weirdly after a break-up.
Well. all I can offer is just my sincere advices.
It surprised me why he chose to be open with me.
But I'll just do what a friend will do.
Thats all. No more. And. No less.
I can't believe I only have 10 more days
to enjoy before going back to work.
Its been one enjoyable holiday so far.
Lots of bonding time with family & friends.
Its been good and seriously,
I really wanna enjoy each day to the fullest.
=)
To someone : Eyy, now my blog useless already hor!
So why are you reading this post huh ?!
Hehehe. I miss those times we always tease each other.
I miss those times you will talk nonsense with me.
And most importantly, THANK YOU so much
for always being there for me
and finding ways to make me stronger.
Im sorry I made you disappointed
I really really do hope there's no hard feelings
between us.
See you around real soon. =)
**** Gosh, after almost a year, its the day to meet
the peeps from the past. Kawanku dari sekolah rendah.
See ya peeps on 25th!! Weeeee ******
3:04 PM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Its all about sacrifizes. =)
I knew many many amazing
people throughout this year.
Those who were always
there to give me the strength
and always cheering me up.
I took some time to get back
on track and to really mourn
on leaving someone whom I once
loved dearly.
Its never easy to love someone,
yet I gave my heart away to someone
I tried to hate him.
I tried to forget him.
I tried everything to move on.
But, I realized love is not about hating someone.
Love is to forgive and forget.
Love is to make sacrifices.
I came to realize that no point
I tried hating him
because through hating,
I will just miss him more.
Through hating, I am just
deceiving myself.
I knew I am just not someone
who can hate another person,
especially someone whom
I care dearly.
I got to know you are happy
with someone and
it seems she's really a sweetheart.
I look at her and somehow,
I got the answer.
I could feel she's the one for you
and I know she can really make you happy.
Seeing you so happy,
make me contented and I knew
it was just right that we have to part ways.
I took the hard way to realize
that love is also about sacrifizing.
To love someone doesnt mean possessing that someone.
It's all about knowing
the one you loved is happy
with or without you in his life.
You might never read my blog anymore.
But, if you do ... I will wanna say
I do forgive you and from the bottom of my heart,
All the best to you because
someone here cares for you so much
that she wants you to be happy always.
Take care.
6:33 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
I wonder.
and wonder.
and wonder.
SHIT. itotallyshouldstopwondering.
hate it.
hate it.
and hating it.
yet. i still wonder.
wonder about ever silly stuff.
wonder about ever silly past stuff.
wonder about not suppose to wonder ever silly past stuff.
ok. im crazy. crazy and stress over exam!!
2:55 PM
Monday, December 7, 2009
Shoes Frenzy!
Yet another FANTABULOUS Sunday. :)
Great companion all day and all night. :))
Great food. Manhattan Fish for lunch
and BaLi Thai for dinner. :)))
A good shopping day for me too. :))))))
2 sandals. 1 heels. and
one Kenzo perfume.
Wanted to shop for more shoes
but we were short of time.
Had fun searching for Harry's formal
top for his brother's wedding.
HARRY. MORE SHOPPING PLEASE.
And don't forget what you need to
buy for me from Bangkok!!
Boo-hoo-hoo.
No traveling plans for me this holiday.
Its just chill and relax.
Planning to keep all the traveling plan
to next year.
Still, there's a few activities lining up for me.
Gatherings with old peeps.
Catching up with ex colleagues.
Spending quality time with cousin.
( She is getting married next year!!!)
Christmas Party with the crazy bunch.
Countdown with Wani and girls.
And of course, just time for myself.
Reading good books and watching
dvds.
A simple yet fulfilling holiday plan.
Sounds good ?
9:25 PM
Saturday, December 5, 2009
" There will be many many more late
nights with us, Rina" .... Bernard said.
I really really don't feel like going
back early last night.
Perhaps, I just need to unwind myself
after hours of facing the laptop
rushing to do my "Digital Inclusion" essay.
Came to the last Dr.Victor's class
and he's officially my favourite tutor so far.
We surprised him with a $150 pen
Melissa & Jasmine ordered online.
I swore I did saw him almost in tears.
Glad to know that we actually made
his day as he had a bad bad week.
Went to geylang to have 'tau-huay',
headed to Cineileisure for a
midnight shopping and a movie..
Ok... We were comtemplating on
watching Zombieland and New Moon
but somehow Zombieland only left with
the front seats.
The boys were cursing right after the movie.
They were like , " DAMN. GAY SHOW SIA."
Hahahah.
I must admit the show damn boring but
JACOB is pretty hawt especially
during one of the scene! He-he.
Show ended around 3am and the guys
brought us to Newton for supper..
They must be real hungry cuz
they bought satays, chicken wings, carrot cakes
and bbq stingray.
I love the stingray. Super nice! :))
And while I was enjoying eating,
we were approached by this mad man
who thought I looked like his sister!
WOAH. Me? His sister? Excuse ME!
And then, he kinda started singing
love songs to us.
The girls including me went speechless.
Thank goodness, the guys were there
shooing the man away when he
tried to get physical with one of the girls...
It was about 5am when they reached my place
Mommy kept sms-ing me
keeping track when I'll be back home
and the most hilarious thing..
she instructed me
to get the guy to send till my doorstep!
So, pretty amazed when Bernard
offered to send me home.
And yes, he did send me till the doorstep.
It was one hell of a long night.
Im just lucky Mommy wasnt really
angry with me for coming back late.
:))
