I had a weird dream last night.
A dream that left me with guilt.
I knew it was wrong and I knew ..
I should wake up to end it
but I did not.
Ironically, I didnt want it to end.
Was the dream telling me something?
Is is a sign ?
I told some gfs of mine and though
they were surprised to hear this dream of mine,
they thought perhaps its a sign for me.
I don't know and seriously, I shouldnt care about it.


So, Saturday was spend with dear Chris!
We had a gr-rrea-aat time together
of course, updating each other what has
been going on in our life.
Well well, its more of her updating me
about Mr. Ahem Ahem or also known
as Mr. I -two.
Mr I- one and Mr.2-two.
No matter who is it in the end,
may the BEST man wins.

I had a debate with the girls at work today.
Is it OK to be in a relationship
with someone you know less than a month?
After a heated debate, it seems from them
that it DOESNT matter the duration of courtship.
It might be just one week, all it matters
is both parties like each other.
Gosh, it seems I was at the losing end
because no one to suuport me.

Its 2 VS 1.
Me Vs 2 girls.

That doesnt stop me from
bringing my point across!
But despite me saying all these,
I was my gfs to have a Happy Ending
with that someone someone.
So girls, I'm just sharing my two-cents worth
opinions....


Please, the decision lies in you!!

All the best sweetheartssss!

# 1 - Closest guy-friend in POLY.
We had many many gila moments together.
Will never ever forget the times we had
at CRMSC. Best times ever.
We wore matching colour that day! I loike!
Looking forward to spend each Raya with you
together with my waterfall!! *cheers*


#2 - Closest guy-friend in CPF.
Our birthdays are just few days away.
Although few years gape, we have our similarities.
Thanks for all the fun times while I was in CPF.
I remember the train ride with you when I was down.
You have seen my worst part. Breaking down infront of you
butyou made me wake up with your words.
I'll never forget the times we attended late night meetings,

# 3 - And lastly, how can I miss out Mr. Stardust!
My closest *'guy-friend' in UOM.
My oh my. Where do I even start for this guy??
Let's just say ours is just one long complicated story!
Still wanna know.
It's a secret I'll never tell.
Just between Mr. Stardust & Me!
* giggles*

Pssst, Can you PLEASE smile next time you
take picture with me?? Its an ORDER! Heehee. :P

--> To Stardust, I did put an asterisk infront of the
'guy-friend'. Please refer to the footnote below!

I wasnt feeling well today.
So, I decided to head home after work.
I was rather hyper seeing the two angel
in my house - Insyirah & Afiq.
No matter how uncomfortable I was,
I knew I had to play with them
even if its for an hour.
You know what I love about babies ?
They just smell so gooooooooooooood!

So, anyway I was doing lots of
thinking the past week.
I remembered getting heartbroken
once upon a time.
Almost losing faith in guys
and knew that it is impossible
for me to have the courage
to like someone again.
You smoothly came into my life.
I was skeptical about the whole thing

yet, you were persistent and sincere.
It's funny how I used to look for you
each time I have problems with him.

It's funny how I really find you
an irritant who likes
to tease me and yes...
I don't really have a gooood
impression on you initially but...

I have no idea how it turns out to be like this
But thanks for seeing me beyond the surface.
You know I can be cranky at times.
You know I can be real emotional.
You know you have to be sensitive with your words.
All I wanna say I am ONE difficult person.
But what amaze me is that,
you didnt give up.


Keep on amazing me, OKAY?

*winks*