8:34 PM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Just a few snapshots of me leading the schoolin today's sing-a-long session.
Together with Azi, Brian and secondary school kids,
I think we did alright.
Our first ever singing performance infront of the school.
Well Azi, I think we kinda ROCK the stage.
( Like ya right! Hahahahaha)
It was a rather new and exciting experience.
Rather anticipating to do more emcee stuff.
Workload is getting lesser, yet Im getting
more and more lethargic.
Was suppose to have my 2nd lesson with
my Pool Instructor but I barely can move much.
So, decided to cancel it.
Was suppose to have a movie outing tomorrow
with someone but I have workshop on Saturday
So, yea. Cancel cancel cancel.
I dont feel like meeting anyone.
I dont feel like talking.
I dont feel like going anywhere besides work.
I just want my bed!
GOSH. Horrible isnt it ???
2:18 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
And so he asked me,
" Do you like anyone right now"?
I was speechless for a second.
I smiled.
and told him, "Maybe yes."
Maybe yes.
It was rather a fulfiling weekend.
Both Saturday & Sunday.
It was a good way to start the one month
SIM-Holz and to mark the end
of Marketing paper.
I almost got tricked by him.
I almost almost showed him my true colours.
But, I didnt.
Its ALL about mind games.
I would say he's one interesting person
to play mind games.
The more deeeper we get entagled in this game,
the more interesting its starting to get!
Ahem. Don't you think so?!
Ouh well. Teacher Hendra taught me
something yesterday..
He taught me to hit coloured balls
using long stick , or also commonly known as Pool!
I am one bad bad student.
From failing to hold the stick right,
to knocking the ball, to aiming..
I got it all wrong, wrong and wrong.
I guess I need to give him some
credits for being a real good teacher
cuz Ms.Klutz here managed to learn the basic
of playing pool. Wohooo!
After about 2 long hours of 'torturing' me,
I managed to do the Basics!
There's MORE lessons to come before I be 'PRO' enough to play
pool with him...
BET I COULD BEAT HIM SOON!
HEEheeHe.
Having a girls' outing this Weekend.
I need a change. I want my girls.
I want shopping outings.
I want my cam-whoring sessions.
I want my karaoke sessions.
I want my GIRLS!
Im beginning to understand more about my students.
I could understand now why they act
in a certain manner.
I see them no different as the rest of the kids.
Only, more special and more loved.
There's no reasons not to love them.
Every single day, each time I look at their faces,
I knew there's nothing else I want to exchange
for that look.
It's simply priceless. :)
GIMME more, okay ?
12:35 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009
Life's weird.
Its a huge maze.
U'll get entagled in it.
w/o knowing where its leading to.
You'll get stuck while searching your way out.
Its not about the end.
Its about overcoming the obstacles.
It's a funny feeling not knowing
what lies ahead of you.
For, you can never be too sure.
You may assume. But who are you to
know.
You tend to fall. or get lonely.
for in this life, you only have yourself
to rely on.
No one you can totally trust.
No one can save you.
Its a big maze and its not the time to be weak!
I thought I was almost at the finishing line,
only to know it was a decoy.
I stumbled, and decided to stay stagnant
only to know that im just being silly.
Somehow, there were lights shone on me.
I followed my instincts.
Followed the lights.
I know Im not at the finishing line
but I am proud to make my way slowly.
I began to forget the hurt I felt from my falls.
Its not about the ending.
Its about the light.
Are you my light ?
5:58 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Oh yea. Im havin the exam nerves right now.The more I study, the MORE I realized there's
never-ending things to study!
I just covered ONE topic and I have 4 MORE to go!
*fainting...*
Gotta stay FOCUS for 11 more days and then it will
be CELEBRATION for me.
One month of school Holiday is what I totally need right now!!
Ive been smiling non-stop for the past three days.
Its crazy but I think somewhat I know the
reason behind it.
I live for the present and long for the future. :)
Despite my downfall a few months ago,
Im back stronger and appreciating those
who really cares about me!
Im proud to say that I have finally move on.
He's outta my life, now & forever.
In life, we faces obstacles and with
each obstacle, there's a lesson to be learn
and to bear in mind, it only helps us
to be a more positive and stronger person.
Ouh well, back to my study!
Have a Great day, y'all!!
9:53 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Had an interestingly mischievious DAY!
Ouh well, the adventure started as early as 8am!
Had my morning jog with bestie, Jessy (Jie Si)
and it was FUN la catching up on things.
Talking nonsense. Singing "NOBODY" while jogging.
Walking and GETTING lost to Chong Pang.
Quick shopping @ the CP market.
What a fulfilling Sunday!
2 persons asked me out today.
To watch movie with him
OR
TO study with Crody Hunter.
I chose the latter.
Purely because I badly NEED to study.
Exam is like in 2 weeks time.
Was surprised Crody Hunter brought his friend along.
BUT i had fun 'diggin' and knowing how
to bully Crody Hunter.
For me to know and no one else to know.
(Of course, his bestie and himself are in it too!!)
Ok. I was crazy today.
I decided to play THE game.
A CRAZY CRAZY GAME.
Ouh well, I treated today as a WARM up game
for there will be MORE of such games in the future.
It was crazy but I was surprised he enjoyed the game!
HAHAHHA.
Didnt know he can entertain my GILA ideas.
Aiyo. Funny Funny Funny.
OK. Now, im tired.
Gonna sleep now.
ZzZzZzZz ...................
3:13 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Do you believe in what you dream ?
I had two weird dream about
2 different people.
One was about someone in the past
and One was about someone in the present.
I didnt noe why I still dreamt about
the past when I have already long forgotten
how he looks like, how he talks, how he behaves.
So, how could I possibly dream about him?
The dream seems to be telling me something.
But, do I really care now. I seriously don't.
I went out with Azi to Bakerzin yesterday.
Had our sweeet delights and doing our mini confessions.
Im happy to know she's happy with her special someone.
Its great to be out of that 'pending stage' ,
if you know what I mean!
While I was talking to her about stuff,
one person came to my mind.
I told Azi I might be starting to like THAT someone
BUT I decided to kill that thoughts.
Liking someone is like falling into a trap.
Once bitten, twice shy.
I gotta take things slow.
Heck with my age (yea, Im 17)!
I don't wanna rush with unncessary feelings.
Let's all take things one at a time!!
But, the funny thing why I have this
irritating weird feeling whenever
he talks about his ex LATELY?
Hmmmmph.
Having dinner with DEE later @ PS....!!
Time to relieve the old PAST
and update each other!
Gosh! Its been eons since we meet up!!
1:51 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
I can't think of anything else
but to sleep!
Exactly 45 MORE minutes
before knocking off.
I want my bed right this minute!!
(P.s : Karen just msged me.
Bali trip with the guys end of this month.
Should I go???)
11:02 AM
Monday, July 6, 2009
"I gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night (x2)
Tonight's the night
Let's live it up I got my money
Let's spend it up
Go out and smash it
Like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa "
Gosh. Im so addicted to the BEP song!
Im feeling cheeky today.
FINE. I was already feeling mischievious since last night!
I get satisfaction disturbing Crody Hunter!!
From hoping he will fall while walking with me
to waking him up early
in the morning just because I cant sleep any longer!
So. Crody hunter decided to call yesterday
"Series of unfortunate events..."
I was like late for 45 minutes and I told
him to wait for me @ Starbucks first
and and and, only to KNOW that Starbucks at TP
was closed!! (DUH! it was Sunday!!)
So, I suggested to go Dhoby Ghaut to study
and and and, only to KNOW it was
raning cats & dogs & elephants!
So, we decided to seek refuge at
The Cathay and decided
to watch Transformer to kill time
and and and, only to KNOW I can't
enjoy my 50% discount movie tix
as a M1 customer cuz apparently
they had hit the quota.
HMM. While walking, Crody Hunter
almost slipped but didnt fell!
What else huh?!
Ouh. I had a stranger encounter in SMU toilet
that led me running out almost in perspiration.
Crody Hunter wanted to smoke only to realize
he hold the stick the other way round.
DARN.
That was a few major hiccups of the unfortunate series of event!
BUT, thanks for accompany home yea. :))
So, someone dreamt of me last night.
I guess he wasnt plannin on tellin me
till I asked him whether he had
sweet dreams or nightmares last night.
He replied , " I dreamt of you..."
Ahh, is that suppose to be nightmare ??
:))
1:06 PM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I WISH..
I wish....
I wish...........
I could yak for long in this entry
BUT I can't.
Meeting Crody Hunter @ Starbucks Tanjong Pagar
in 2 HRS time and I havent even get myself ready!
OUH WELL. Im totally gonna be late lah.
I have to study today! Gotta remain FOCUS!
Gosh. I realized its gettin harder each day studying with him.
When we just started studying together, it was easy breezy
cuz we didnt talked much!
But now, its a different story.
Thats why they said sometimes its even
harder to study with your friend(s).
But if I were to stay @ home, I WONT even
have the mood to study cuz there are more
temptations @ home....
OK OK , focus!
I had a supeb Saturday last night.
Hang out with bestie, Wani till her date
came to fetch her from my crib..
Hmm, somehow, i have a good feeling
about this new date of hers.
He has the potential to take
good care of my dear friend.
We met and he was curious on my
comment on him.
Couldnt comment much cuz ive
yet to see his character but he looks
decent enough and Im praying hard
he will not hurt my friend like how
she was hurt deeply once before.
On the other side, Im HAPPY for my dear friend.
After months of being depressed
due to her last break up, I could finally see
smiles on her face and as a friend,
I want her to be happy, always.
As for me, im happppy too!
Hahhaha. Had a great Saturday with someone.
Great food. Funny movie. Sneak peak of fireworks.
Endless laughters.
Thanks for the treats the whole night. :)
Our movie ended pretty late and by the time
we board the train, it was already midnight.
He wanted to send me home but
my brother wanted to go home with me instead.
OUH well. Thanks for the sweeet gestures.
Next time wokay. Maybe after our bowling outing.
:))
3:36 PM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
"If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay."
Someone put her postout in FB earlier today
and somehow, I believe in it because
I learnt it the hard way.
U didnt choose to love a person.
It just came naturally yet, love is blind.
Is letting go and moving on a way of sacrifizing?
I dare not think about it.
Ive been real exhausted this week.
Been sleeping the whole of last night
till I have pratically no energy to talk to him last night.
Its the 2nd time in 3 days Ive rejected his calls.
Not on purpose but Im truly tired.
So a dear friend of mine has been craving
for popeye and wants me to accompany him.
So, after our last meeting of "Drag me to hell",
we are meeting again this Saturday..
Poor him having reservist the whole of this week.
Its weird how you made great friends when
you are at your weakest.
Its weird how our friendship ties could be severed
but somehow, one way or another, we manage
to keep this friendship strong
and salvage it.
THANK YOU MR. IDIR FOR ALWAYS BEING
THERE FOR ME WHEN IM UP AND DOWN.
ACCOMPANYING ME WITH HIS SMSES AND CALLS.
ALWAYS THERE WHEN I JUST NEED SOMEONE.
THANK YOU, FRIEND. :)
