BFF.
My alarm rang when the time striked 5.30am
I was reluctant to leave my comfy and cosy bed
I took an EXTRA minute tossing & turning
and decided ENUFF is ENUFF.
BE BRAVE AND FACE THE BATTLE.
I was late. Intended to reach school at 7
but reached on time instead.
BUMPED into AZI.
QUICK updates on the weekend.
I knew after alighting from the bus it will the REAL WAR.
I was happy to see Cherilyn at the hall.
Waited patiently for my kids to make their way
to the brand new HALL.
I bought these Japanese paper umbrella and
we danced for our upcoming performance.
QUITE FUN ACTUALLY.
Day went almost perrfect with
minor hiccups.
IN THE END, IT WAS GOOOOOD.
OH WELL.
Yesterday, was suppose to be a "study outing"
BUT we ended up like chatting nonsense lah.
Actually, I was QUITE enthu in studying
but someone looks distracted and thinking
far far far away.
So, while trying to be studying,
Crody Hunter asked me this,
" I know U been wanting to ask me something.
JUST ASK. I will definitely TELL you the truth"
QUESTION MARK . QUESTION MARK.
Rina: " HUH? ME? But, ive no questions to ask you..."
Crody Hunter: " I know you have. Come on. Ask..."
Rina : " WHAT? Ok. What QNS do you think I will ask you?"
Crody Hunter : " xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
So, he told me the 3 questions I should asked him.
I was like "Was I thinking of that??"
Crody Hunter : " On top of that, are you curious who I like in Lecture?"
AGAIN. "WAS I EVEN INTERESTED WHO HE LIKE???"
But, somehow, he intrigued me la.
I dont care but he makes me wanna care
but seriously, like who he likes is NON of my business right.
Crody Hunter : " Before I tell ya, you must say..
" Hendra, Pllsss. I need to know. Im really bothered"
Rina: NO WAY MAN. Sounds pathetic.
Crody Hunter : You and your ego & pride.
EHH. If he's just trying to trick me by asking
him lame questions, PLS. That so doesnt counts.
I dont get trick so easily unlike someone!! :P
Well. watever la. I dont care la cuz it doesnt
concerns me at all. Like sooo kepo wanna noe who he likes right!!!
I wanna faint each time I talk to him.
He's really really testing my patience at times
with his mind games.
BUT. Dont know why I like talking nonsense to him.
There's no pretence. There's no hiding of my true identity.
He has seen me at my childish/clumsy/blur/vulnerable sides la.
I guess we just love to entertain each other by
talkin crap to each other.
HMMM.
Somehow, i have lose faith in love.
Looking at all those happy couple pictures,
I wondered what lies beneath those smiles.
Im beginning to think there's no such thing as love.
I cant seems to trust em anymore.
maybe one day, someone will enlightened me on this.
But, for now, i simply lose my faith in it.
totally.
I hate to be deceived. Period.
29.06.09