4:02 PM
Monday, June 29, 2009
BFF.
My alarm rang when the time striked 5.30am
I was reluctant to leave my comfy and cosy bed
I took an EXTRA minute tossing & turning
and decided ENUFF is ENUFF.
BE BRAVE AND FACE THE BATTLE.
I was late. Intended to reach school at 7
but reached on time instead.
BUMPED into AZI.
QUICK updates on the weekend.
I knew after alighting from the bus it will the REAL WAR.
I was happy to see Cherilyn at the hall.
Waited patiently for my kids to make their way
to the brand new HALL.
I bought these Japanese paper umbrella and
we danced for our upcoming performance.
QUITE FUN ACTUALLY.
Day went almost perrfect with
minor hiccups.
IN THE END, IT WAS GOOOOOD.
OH WELL.
Yesterday, was suppose to be a "study outing"
BUT we ended up like chatting nonsense lah.
Actually, I was QUITE enthu in studying
but someone looks distracted and thinking
far far far away.
So, while trying to be studying,
Crody Hunter asked me this,
" I know U been wanting to ask me something.
JUST ASK. I will definitely TELL you the truth"
QUESTION MARK . QUESTION MARK.
Rina: " HUH? ME? But, ive no questions to ask you..."
Crody Hunter: " I know you have. Come on. Ask..."
Rina : " WHAT? Ok. What QNS do you think I will ask you?"
Crody Hunter : " xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"
So, he told me the 3 questions I should asked him.
I was like "Was I thinking of that??"
Crody Hunter : " On top of that, are you curious who I like in Lecture?"
AGAIN. "WAS I EVEN INTERESTED WHO HE LIKE???"
But, somehow, he intrigued me la.
I dont care but he makes me wanna care
but seriously, like who he likes is NON of my business right.
Crody Hunter : " Before I tell ya, you must say..
" Hendra, Pllsss. I need to know. Im really bothered"
Rina: NO WAY MAN. Sounds pathetic.
Crody Hunter : You and your ego & pride.
EHH. If he's just trying to trick me by asking
him lame questions, PLS. That so doesnt counts.
I dont get trick so easily unlike someone!! :P
Well. watever la. I dont care la cuz it doesnt
concerns me at all. Like sooo kepo wanna noe who he likes right!!!
I wanna faint each time I talk to him.
He's really really testing my patience at times
with his mind games.
BUT. Dont know why I like talking nonsense to him.
There's no pretence. There's no hiding of my true identity.
He has seen me at my childish/clumsy/blur/vulnerable sides la.
I guess we just love to entertain each other by
talkin crap to each other.
HMMM.
Somehow, i have lose faith in love.
Looking at all those happy couple pictures,
I wondered what lies beneath those smiles.
Im beginning to think there's no such thing as love.
I cant seems to trust em anymore.
maybe one day, someone will enlightened me on this.
But, for now, i simply lose my faith in it.
totally.
I hate to be deceived. Period.
10:24 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
And so, as confirmed...
School will re-opened as per normal.
Im rather not prepared to see the kids mentally
for its been a whole long month away from em.
I miss some of the kids dearly. Bronwyn. Jaymen. Dan Dan.
Jun Qi and RONAN!!! Cute Cute kids!! :P
As Im typing this entry, I remembered Thursday's incident..
I was trying hard to open my paint bottle and....
when I decided to give up and look for H.E.L.P.
So, I saw Brian and decided to approach him.
Rina : BRIAN!! Needs your help!! Please! *showing the bottle*
Brian : :*Taking the bottle from me* So you heard anything?
Rina: WHAT?
Brian: Something about Sport's Day.....
Rina : Huh? Good or Bad news?
Brian : Confirm its good news.
Brian looking at Lina
Lina : You are choosen to be the emcee for Sport's Day.
INFRONT of 600 odds people.
Rina : * fainted*
OK. IM SHOCKED.
Like why why why why ME!
I heard my co-emcee will be my good buddy.
AIYOH. Im superbly nervous la.
What to say. What to do. WHAT!!!!!
"BMW"
Thats what Crody Hunter told me on our last chat.
Best-Man-Wins.
This is one of many many many theories he shared with me about.
Not that he want to win anything here.
Hmm. now now. Its weird why he brought this up.
Few of our friends tease about us to be together.
Once, I told his close friend..
" Me and HIM? Oh, no way! It be end of the world!"
Hahahha.
I doubt he wants the world to end either.
Plus, he msged me today.. " Rina, if you ever like me, i'll cough out blood!"
So, I replied , " Hendra, the truth is I like you. SO, GO GO cough blood!"
HAHAHA. I like to torture him.
Just as when Im gloating over torturing me, he replied..
" U wait. I'll do something to you tomorrow.."
Darn. Darn. Darn.
2 years ago. I went to my cousin place.
You see this cousin of mine just got married.
So, my "cousin-in-law" invited her side of family.
This guy saw me and asked secretly asked for my number.
WITH no glasses, obviously I cant see anything.
How he looks like OR whatsoever.
I turned him flat cuz back then, I was with someone.
2 years later. We bumped into each other again..
I finally get to see how he looks like.
And my auntie was like , " U wanna know
which one is him? Its the guy wearing white.
How I know? He kept looking at you.."
Oh well. Pretty cute. But, like i said
"OH WELL."
6:33 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Im gonna busy these few days doing lesson plans. Powerpoints. Props.
But looking at the pictures I took just now,
I somehow feel lucky Im working
in an environment which is pretty conducive
and plus, I LOVE my COLLEAGUES above!!
Thanks especially Azi & Nuurul
for alway being there for me.
Listening to me, when im up OR down.
Being crazy with me.
Accompanying me when I just need to
LET my hair down OR accompanying me
till its time for me to go SIM class.
Checking my horoscopes for me to
see which star matches with me! (HAH!)
And of course, always doing cam-whoring with me!
It's been a blessed working with you GIRLS
and to many many MORE months in PL. :)
9:59 PM
Monday, June 22, 2009
Been having dizzy spells lately
and today, its back again
but this time, its real bad.
:(
10:09 AM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
HAD A SLEEPOVER WITH THE GROUP ON SATURDAY.
4 GIRLS.
4 GUYS.
3 HOURS OF PLAYING GAMES.
1 HOUR OF WATCHING SHOW.
3 HOURS OF SLEEP.
TIME : 11 PM - 5AM
Of course, we had to kick to the guys to
the living room.
Lots of laughters.
Lots of talking cock.
I LOVE SIMON WHEN HE'S PLAYING TABOO.
Gosh, we even record it on CK's hp.
Darn Funny.
Of course, we had to rush to school
the followin day.
I was QUITE ZOMBIFIED yet, still jumpin around.
Tee-Hee.
So, I dragged em somewhere for a quick
chit chat session after 4hrs of Lecture.
We talk cock HERE and THERE.
Wanted to go AMK to get some stuff
and coincidentally, Crocodile Hunter
wanted to get something too from there.
Why do I have a feeling Crocodile Hunter
is reading my blog ?
But anyway, FELT bad he had to accompany
me to get some 'girl stuff' ..
Walking around on a wet Saturday and
tryin hard not to fall.
We decided to sit somewhere till the rain stopped.
Somehow, it's a nice chat.
Got to know a part of him which Ive not known before.
Somehow OR rather. I wasnt in the mood to
go back yesterday.
And, the chat kinda liften up my mood.
So, crocodile hunter, if ure reading my blog,
I WANT MY ICE-CREAM!!!
3:07 AM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
SHIT SHIT SHIT.
Praying HARD someone XX
not reading my blog!
So screwed la.
Where do I hide my head now?
Hehehe.
Im suppose to do my work
but someone have to disturb me
till 3am in the morning!
1:05 PM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
WITH EACH FREAKING DAY,
IM HATIN' YOU MORE N MORE.
ITS A DISGUSTING FEELING
BECAUSE U SHOULDNT EVEN
BE IN MY MEMORY AT ALL.
I NEVER HATED ANYONE AS
DEEP AS YOU.
THIS IS THE TRUTH
AND I JUST CANT HIDE IT
ANYMORE.
YOURS SINCERELY (NOT!)
Rina~
10:53 AM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Im a weird weird girl.
Who likes to giggle 90% of each sentence.
Talks enthusiastically with super
major gestural expressions.
And hops around when Im sleepy.
That's me.
And, Im loving it. :)
12:56 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
Yo Yo Yo!
Thank Gdness SIM BBQ was a smooth one.
As my group was sort of the 'organizer',
we had lots of planning to do as our cohort
is rather huge! Lots of gila moments with the peeps.
But I just realized that there are actually
more GUYS than GIRLS in our course
We ate, talked, played, and
ate (Have I mentioned this?)
till midnight! Was thinking of continuing
our outing by going KARAOKE
but we remembered that we have
morning lectures at 10am the day after!
So, we reluctantly packed our bag
and went home.
Couldnt sleep and someone suggested
to sing lullaby song to me!
I was like , " No thanks! I shall count sheeps instead!"
Hehehe.
And it worked. :)
So, Sunday, we STILL insisted on going
out after our 7hrs intensive lecutre.
Normal GANG. But this time,
I asked Hendra along and
to my surprise, he joined us!
Obviously, the reason he joined
us was because we were gng to arcade first.
Played DAYTONA for a few rounds.
He showed me this game he USED
to play alot back in his POLY days.
OK. ALL THESE BORING ..
skip skip skip.
YESTERDAY WAS LIKE THE
MOST EMBARRASING DAY OF MY LIFE.
Han Jing was so BAD yesterday.
He tricked me real bad.
He wanted to approach this guy to
get his number and I couldnt stopped him
cuz he was such a BIG-SIZE guy.
Woah, and the best thing was
that...........
SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME!
I shall not reveal la.
Super Super PAISEH la.
Im not too sure why I kept
forgetting my stuff these days.
HP. LAPTOP. HP AGAIN. BAG. WALLET. HP AGAIN.
Yesterday, I left my bag with my iTOUCH
in the bus but Hendra manage to retrieve it for me.
So, when I was in the cinema,
He msged me , " Rina, don't forget
you handbag ok! Im not there to
retrieve your things anymore.."
And my other friends were like
" You so need someone to take care of you!"
Hmm, NAH.
I dont need someone.
I need a electronic device to be hang
around my neck and when I
lose my stuff , all I need to do
is press the thing to locate my missing item.
COOL HUH.
12:41 PM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
FRiday SpOoOOoKS!
I was all set to watch 'Drag Me To Hell'
Got my shawl ready cuz if anytiime
a scary scenes appear, I'll just
COVER my face.
The starting sounds eeerie.
The sounds effect was haunting
BUT halfway through, with
many many times bringing his hand down
we end up giggling and laughing
cuz it was NOT SCARY at all.
In fact, goodness, it was rather lame.
So disappointing.
And I expected it to be a scary one.
Boo-hoo-hoo.
So, we had our own fair share of scary stories.
I got my milkshare, and he got his McFlurry.
We sat down and started sharing
all the scary stories we have.
Actually, its more of HIM telling me stories.
I was so not satisfied with the movie.
So, I just need to get SPOOKED on my Friday's Night.
Hhahaa. Boy, this guy can talk and talk and talk.
From the Silat story to Warung story
to Old Changi Hospital to 'Sumpahan Monyet' story
and lots more.
Ok, I wasnt really scared because
he said it in a funny way.
Hahaha.
But, good attempt there!
:)
12:09 AM
Friday, June 12, 2009
Hannah Montanah movie is SUPERB!
Love her acting. Love the songs.
Love the DANCE!
We girls had our hoedown throwdown
moments in the toilet.
Dancing the steps to Hoedown Throwdown
at 11pm Orchard Toilet.
Haha.
Yes, crazy!
And maybe, I will just upload
one of the many dance videos we recorded!
Hahha.
:))
Today, I was slightly mischievious.
Told Hendra today I wont be joining
them for BBQ this Saturday cuz the
food not HALAL.
Boy, he got so panic and he called me
telling me how our class is being unfair
and he kinda COMPLAINED for like 15 minutes straight!
I played along with my natural acting
he believed each single word I said
and TILL I decided to tell him
he just got PRANKED!
Whahaha. After many failed attempts
to prank him, I finally DID it today!
Well, in many many situations,
Im always the one got pranked by him
so YEA! We are so EVEN now.
He told ME he is SO gonna kill me on SAT.
Ok, Im screwed!! Tee-hee. :)
Dum Dum Dum.
Thank goodness that someone
finish work early tomorrow.
We can catch the early timing slot
of Drag me To Hell.
And that someone promise me
to treat me ice-cream.
: >
10:04 PM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
heHeHe.
I just can't stop smiling la.
Wohooo.
:")
1:20 PM
"As much I love you..
As much I need you..
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need ya...
But I just cant let you go..
And I hate I love you so..."
Oooops! Im like enjoying myself
@ home, blasting my RADIO up...
Got my SIMS 3 , good books and DVDs.
Life's great without work and all.
Chose to stay @ home the first few
days of Holz because IM on tight
budget and secondly, I need
to have my presence felt at home
while IM Free!
Im meeting my girls tomorrow..
Gonna have picnic under the stars
@ Marina Barrage ...
( Hoping I wont see any PL staff there
since they are having some June Holiday outing there!)
Im meeting the girls tomorrow.
Celebrating our dear Sharifah birthday
and eh hey, finally watching Hannah Montanah
with the girls!
"Boom Boom Clap, Boom de clap de clap...
Zig zag' cross the floor
Shuffle in diagonal...!
Oh well. After much thinking and thnking,
an end of a relationship is like
a death of something.
Im a human, not a robot for goodness sake
When there is death, there will
bound to be a mourning / grievance period.
I can't belive there are those
that are rejoiced over death
seems like they have been
planning for the death
and being emotion-less
just like a rock.
IM THANKFUL IM NOT
AS HEARTLESS AS YOU.
Despite all these, Im glad
someone is always there
trying to make a smile on my face.
I had a weird dream last night.
Of the same people
Of similar situation each freaking nights
Issit a sign to tell me something?
Oh well, I can't wait for the weekend!
Gonna make that someone watch
'Drag Me To Hell...'
Let's see whether he's brave enough...
:))
5:44 PM
Monday, June 8, 2009
I'm happy, can?
For the first time ever
Im actually happy for my exam result!
I was like, its that '90' OR was I
just illusioning??
*slapping face right and left*
Ouch!
:))))
1:12 AM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
ReBound RiTuals ~
Thank god I manage to
complete Managerial Economics Paper today!
Had a bit of struggles doing the paper
as there were 16 chapters to study!
16 long dreading chapters!
And when I thought, I won't do that well for
my paper, the rest of my Uni-mates
were feeling pretty shitty too
cuz most of the heavier topics which
we studied did not appear!!
Even our Mr. Hendra the genius
was caught smoking right after the exam.
In his SMS to me , " cheespie ... ask for
assumptions all.. how I noe..dis time I reli die..
thats why you saw me smoking!"
Surprised to receive another of his SMS because . . . .
Mr. Cool Guy here is willing
to help me to source for food for our
class barbeque.
Didn't know this "nice" part of him!
Hahha.
Oh Well. Im FINALLY watching
Night at the museum with him tomorrow.
But then again, was thinking
of not meeting him tomorrow
because Ive got a HUGE n
horrendous PIMPLE
on my cheek! :((
OH DEAR!
Losing someone dear is hard.
But, losing someone who is a jerk
should be a less tedious job.
Ive decided.
In order to forget A SLIMEBALL
and DELETE him about 90% from
my memory, Ive decided
to do A MAJOR plan.
All these will be revealed in a special blog
on HOW to FORGET a SLIMEBALL in 50 WAYS!
Feel free to ask me for the BLOG URL if
you want some humour.
All INFORMATION is from the BOOK above
and trust me, I think
its really effective.
Guaranteeeeed By me!
5:10 PM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Im SO BOUNCING back, baby!
Bouncy
Bouncy
Bounce Bounce..
If there's such a thing as " Jerk detector",
I be the first to buy it.
Won't it be good , girls?
Bet it WILL hot stuff if there's such a thing.
Hah.
Can't believe you're a really shallow
and not forgetting self-centered.
SERIOUSLY. And silly me, to fall in your trap.
OH-WELL. Single life has been good.
Of course la, those RANDOMS post-break-up syndrome
can be seriously irritating.
Oh, I read somewhere its NORMAL to feel
all " I MISS HIM " kinda thing
BUT BUT BUT,
thinking of ALL the bad things
MAKE me feel its time to
celebrate cuz thank goodness,
I was not married to him! FUH!
Life's good being a single lady.
Can't imagine how silly I was
to be loyal to HIM all along.
I missed those times when Im carefree
just playing along the dating game
BUT Ms. Single lady is BACK
and she's back standing PROUD and TALL!
In times of these, Im glad IVE got
SIM-mates like Hendra, Muhammad & Ahmad
pushing me TO study with them.
Of course, talking cock with those guys
is irratatingly fun la.
We will study like for 3 hours and 2 hours of
talking cock.
HAH. Hendra even suggested
to have ONE whole long day
to talk cock. Hahaha.
Funny complicated irritating guy.
SERIOUSLY.
We can like talk nonsense till
3am and sometimes, I just feel like
tying his mouth up!
It's weird how guys from the
past suddenly appear out from
nowhere just when I'm Single.
( like they have some telepathy or something..)
Gotta change my mindset.
No more staying true to someone
(Oh, at least for now!)
I should do something crazy!
Take up LATIN dance or Salsa!
(Someone even offered to be my dance partner!)
That I have to consider!
Once exam is OVER, Im soooo gonna watch
A) Night at the Museum 2
B) Drag me to Hell
C) Hanna Montana
E) Terminator
Someone told me HE by accident found
2 tix to Night at the Museum.
Funny, how he actually managed to
find it by mistake.
Fuuunnnny!