7:23 PM
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Battlefield
Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly
it's like a battlefield
One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel
like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
Why does love always feel like..
Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag,
mhmm
If we can't surrender then we both
gonna lose what we had, oh no
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Its never easy but I gotta be strong.
No wonder, my guy friends keep tellling me
there's never EVER good guys around.
Im just naive to believe in love.
:(
7:51 PM
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Crrrazzzzy Photoshooot!!
Unexpected outcome.I was invited for a free makeover.
So, decided to go for the fun out of it.
Turned out pretty well.
The managers were pretty friendly.
Wanting me to me a model for their new shop..
I kinda agreed since it's ONLY for in-house use
and strictly NO passing of my pictures at all.
Ouh well, I am crazy to be thinking of someone
at this point of TIME.
SIMPLY JUST CRAZY.
God knows what he is DOING right this minute.
Perhaps already found someone special
High High Possibility!
AHHH. Wake UP Rina!
He IS O-V-E-R you!!!
Time for YOU to MOVE On knowing
he is just your Mr. Wrong.
Life's great being single.
I guess I was wrong in loving someone too much.
Wrong to love someone who just aint love you.
It's a sad sad story but I guess LOVE is JUST
a trial and ERROR.
What I had was just ERROR.
Skip Skip SILLY love story of mine.
Im just waiting for my knight in shining armour.
I know he's out there, just got lost.
:))
Earlier at the photoshoot,
the Eurasian manager was so trying to flirt with me!
One of the few LAME pickup lines,
Situation 1- while i took my HP out, he said,
" Dear, are you calling me? I didnt get your
missed call! Can you key in my hp num into yours?"
Situation 2-while waiting for the photoshoot, he came to me,
" So, ure attached? ( i said yes! lol) Because if
you were my gf, despite my busy working
hours, Im sure we can make time
for each other. Short but QUALITY time.
Situation 3 - (after rejecting him MILLION times)
This is what he told Wani,
" See your dear friend rejected me. If she
were my gf, she can have ANYTHING she
wants and i'll buy for her.. Tiffany & Co, LV.. She name it!"
Crazy Crazy man.
I tell you ALL man are crazy one way or another!!
(<< Wasted Emotions >> Ive decided to delete you off once and for all
knowing you have deleted me off frm urs.
I miss my funny guy. )
10:05 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Gooooooodbye dear school ....
1:22 AM
Ive GOT to WAKE up fast !
12:09 AM
Running Away
I wish I could just run away
To somewhere just where I can be free
The suffocation Im feeling right now
is too bad that I can barely
think right and act rationally
What's the use of staying
if my mind is not at peace?
I need a new change. A new environment.
A new life.
Im drowning in the pool of emotions
for its hard to close unfinished chapters.
Perhaps, its time for me to leave
embark on a new journey to be bold and daring
just to pack my suitcase and lead
a more fulfiling life.
No more memories for me to hold on to.
No one at fault. No one to be blamed.
I just want to start everything afresh..
Maybe, its best that I leave...
10:20 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
How Do You Know Whether
A Guy LIKES you ??
7:49 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
and its FUN especially while waiting
for your friends to be ready!!
Do you remember your first love?
Love stories are always sweet and magical.
I couldnt explain the feeling of first love.
The feeling when you know he/she is the one for you.
Small actions could lead to a big grin on your face
that will last forever.
Places that you will venture together as a couple.
Being pampered and pampering others.
Of course, a relationship is much more than just sweet nothings.
It requires constant moral support and encouragement.
On the contrary, a break up is the WORST thing ever in a relationship.
The only reason that a relationship could end
is simply just because the love has ended.
There's no obstacles and challenges too big for true love not to conquer.
Im feeling rather touchy2 today and so,
I WISH ALL TO FIND/CHERISH YOUR TRUE LOVE,
ONE WHO WILL BE THERE FOR YOU AT ALL ODDS.
Wishing to all of my friends and loved ones Happiness
now and forever.
Weekend was SYIOOOOK.
Saturday was suppose to be a studying outing
but turned out to be CHIT-CHATTING session
and of course was dragged to play ARCADE.
Gosh, I AM SO lousy at arcade.
I watched em played some hilarious shooting game
and dragged em to play Daytona with Melly.
It was crappy la.
At the end of Daytona, someone came to me and said,
" Rina, you drove automatic right? ...
Why were you using the gear ??"
LOL.
Chuckles Chuckles Chuckles.
#%!#$!# em la.
Disturbed me whole day.
Poor me.
Met up another sim-mates @ Bottle tree.
We were warmly welcomed by two engaging staff
who explained to us ALL the nitty gritty stuff of
playing paintball.
How could they laughed at my silly question!
Im a paint-baller virgin mah!
2 tiring games.
1 headshot. 2 arm shots.
and WOOOO, we won the FIRST round!!
Thanks to our elite squad members!!
Wahahahahha.
I just can't wait for our Bintan trip together.
Waiting waiting and waiting.
(Hopefully, it won't be backfired!)
10:09 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
If only you could see . . .
Highly recommended for all :-
www.thingsweforget.blogspot.com
8:50 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
The Staircase.
It hold many memories
which can't never be forgotten.
Each steps is a challenge
and only those that persevere
will reach the top.
We climbed each step
yet, when we were just halfway there.
U chose to give up.
I could not be with one who
is just not true to me.
I have enough.
Im gonna fight for my happiness
and persevere to move on.
All I know, God is fair.
I thank EVERYONE who
stood by me each time I fall.
U were there giving me faith and believe
to know I can persevere.
I had fall too many times
and this time round, i just feel numb.
I guess there's many out there
who always ready to reach out their hands
and it made me realized, there are
others who cares about me.
Its time self-realization kicks in.
Wohoo!!!!!!
Im just soooooo excited.
Going on a quick cruise tomorrow with SIM-mates.
Picked my favourite dress and I'm all set
to have a crazy crazy night with my girls.
And after night of cruising, another group of SIM-mates
have plan for a rough and wild outing
of PAINT-BALL the following week.
Ive decided to hide behind HanJing (Mr. Big guy)
for self-protection!!
Of course, we are ALL not just about PLAY.
We work hard too.
Another group of SIM-mates are bugging
me to study with them..
" You better study with us! This is
concerning your future! U decide!"
So garang this friend of mine.
Oh yea, my principle decides to
put me IN CHARGE of
TERM 3 Assembly Presentation.
Im downright nervous.
SO many things to execute!
With 6 members under me,
I do hope we can do
a EXCELLENT job this time round.
Praying really really hard!
:))
Never regret each step I took in my life.
Never.
It's been a long since i cam-whoring (of myself)
