A message for you :-
I thank you for entering my life.
Making an impact in a chapter of my life.
Never knew what love is till I met you.
I can appear strong on the surface
But there’s something which is holding me back from moving on.
Perhaps, it’s the attachment you had towards someone.
I’m sure time can heal this broken heart but not at this point of time
The hurt is still fresh and memories of us together are still so strong
I’m silly to be pinning on you and even missing you till to-date
But, loving someone doesn’t require him by my side.
I can’t be selfish.
I do not know the real reason for what happened
But, I’ve thought much.
I have to forget you and let you go.
It would be better if I were to just erase you off from
My memory forever BUT I know it’s impossible.
As much as this heart longs for you,
I know its not fair for me to be wanting you back
Cuz you just won’t be happy with me.
I should read the signs earlier
That you need to be free.
How could I be so ignorant?
If I could have one wish,
Dear god, please just erase you off my memory forever.
I can’t bear to have the slightest memory
For it will only hurt my heart further.
It hurts but if really by leaving me,
You be happier and be a better man,
I should content that someone I love dearly
Is happy with his life…
I know I’m silly but I just can’t afford to hate you.
I can’t lie to myself that I don’t love you no more
But, soon enough, this love will fade away
For it have nothing more to grow on…..
I wish to close this chapter and start on a new one …..
It takes time but I know I will eventually
Forget you.
With Love,
Rina
