Goodbye to you...
Everything was going all fine
with some minor hiccups
and then, KABOOM!
Out of nowhere, he asked for a separation.
I was dumbfounded and yet,
he choose to ignore me ..
Leaving me with question marks
which I pondered for days.
I waited for him to apologize
YET no calls, no sms, no nothing.
I took the courage to ask him
"why?"
and all he said was , " you have change
and I cant accept you anymore"
Question mark. Question mark.
Just a week ago, he treated me like
he never ever love a woman before
and now, he choose to erase me
from his life forever.
He brought happiness to me
and chose to break my heart the very next min.
Was I wrong to love him ?
Why he had to toy with my feelings?
What else I could do but to forget about him?
How could I even forget about him
when my feelings towards him is still strong?
After much thoughts, after seeing his true colours,
I realized its not worth shedding anymore tears for him.
Its not worth for me to still think of him
cuz to him, im just his HISTORY.
Stumbled into a friend's note in FB today.
Simple words yet strong meanings.
"Moving on to a new chapter of our lives.
Putting the past behind and only look forward.
It's easy 2 type these words out.
But doing it requires constant brainwashing of
injecting only positive thots to your brain and
refraining from being caught in' situations
you'll think about the past.
Do not live in memories.
