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2:30 PM

Monday, January 26, 2009

Goodbye to you...

Everything was going all fine
with some minor hiccups

and then, KABOOM!

Out of nowhere, he asked for a separation.

I was dumbfounded and yet,
he choose to ignore me ..
Leaving me with question marks
which I pondered for days.
I waited for him to apologize

YET no calls, no sms, no nothing.

I took the courage to ask him

"why?"
and all he said was , " you have change
and I cant accept you anymore"
Question mark. Question mark.
Just a week ago, he treated me like

he never ever love a woman before

and now, he choose to erase me

from his life forever.

He brought happiness to me
and chose to break my heart the very next min.
Was I wrong to love him ?
Why he had to toy with my feelings?
What else I could do but to forget about him?

How could I even forget about him

when my feelings towards him is still strong?

After much thoughts, after seeing his true colours,

I realized its not worth shedding anymore tears for him.

Its not worth for me to still think of him

cuz to him, im just his HISTORY.
Stumbled into a friend's note in FB today.

Simple words yet strong meanings.

"Moving on to a new chapter of our lives.
Putting the past behind and only look forward.
It's easy 2 type these words out.
But doing it requires constant brainwashing of
injecting only positive thots to your brain and
refraining from being caught in' situations
you'll think about the past.
Do not live in memories.

11:00 AM

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Sad yet its true.

As much as I still love him, I know its
time to let him go.

Ive cried for too long.
I just need abit more strength to keep me strong
and move on with my life
without him forever.

10:01 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Wishin' you a super duper Happy Birthday!!!!

We've known each other for about a decade now.
Yet, Ive always enjoy your sincere friendship with me!
We have went through of Ups and Downs together
BUT its always fun,fun,FUN when we are together.
You were always there to give your
uppermost support , the "photographer" of this group
and always entertaining us with
the updated song and video clips!
We started all the way back from Secondary School
and I will always remember the gooood times
we had together . . ..
The "NDP-moments", the "playground-outing" and
not forgetting our "makeover pictures"!!
My dear babe, I love you!

Happy Birthday Nur Ain Salleha!!

12:31 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

" The elephant song"

This one whole week has been ...
interesting, suprising, nerve-wrecking, enlighting
and FUN!
Students in my class are indeed challenging
yet they are innocently adorable.
They simply love the elephant song!
Do click on the video above to watch . . .
After watching it upteem times,
I have to admit that ...
Im sooo addicted to this 'elephant song' ...

Had a de-stressing Friday with Wani & Azirah . . .
As my dear Wani is feeling all blue,
we let our hair down by starting the day
by eating Haagen Daz's yummilicious ice-cream
followed by the trip to the playground
and of course, 4hrs of Karaoke-ing
at Partyworld..
Though Im real tired today, I truly had fun
and to my friend, Wani...
I want YOU to know Im always here for you!!

11:32 PM

Sunday, January 4, 2009

New Hopes, New Joys & New Beginnings
Happy New Year!

Apologies for my late greetings .. .
But, its never too late for anything right?
Unlike other years, which I watched
countdown @ home to avoid the 'crazy' crowd,
this year, I tried something different..
I feel like being part of the crowd
with my loved one at the stroke of midnight
with the blast of fireworks to start
off a great year ...

2009. The year of the Ox.
Im not into this Ox thingy
But somehow, I kinda feel goooood
vibes for 2009.
So, rock on Ox!
Oh yea, with economic downturn and all that,
most of us will feel the pinch
BUT!
I guess, despite the harsh times,
I wish everyone a great year ahead
and I believe that good things in life
will comes to those who appreciate
all the small and simple things in life..

So, to all . . . Have a GREAT GREAT year ahead!!!!