Salam Lebaran to all...
First and foremost, would like to thank all the Muslims Selamat Hari Raye
Its a joyous occassion where we
get to build bond with our closest and
dearest family members and relatives.
At the same time, for all those
I havent seek forgiveness
Do pardon me if I have said or did anything wrong...
One month of ramadhan is really challenging for me
as there are the dos and donts which
we dont really do outside Ramadhan month.
Its almost five in the morning
and I am still wide awake
waiting for my younger brother to be home.
Part of me is worried of him and
part of me is scared or rather ashamed
to see him behaving like this.
Why does he have to change
to be someone whom I almost do not recognize?
Perhaps, now, I am unable to change him
but I pray to God, the almighty, to soften him
and to bring him back to the right path.
He scares me much.
I feel like moving out of the house.
Oh god, please let me be strong.
Amin.
