I had enuff of this week.
So many drama this week.
First thing first.
I was so stressed bout work.
Knowing that one of us had made a huge
h.u.g.e mistake.
Being the weakest link, I couldnt
sleep at night.
Thinking whether I have done something
wrong which is unforgivable.
After days pondering over it,
someone told me the whole story
and in a way, im glad its just not me.
Next, I had to end a friendship with someone.
Matter of fact, just a few days before,
he told me that its impossible for a
girl and a guy to remain the closest friends
without developing feelings for the other.
Well, in order to save my relationship,
I had to make a huge sacrifize.
I had to let a friend go.
I guess it better for the both of us.
By the way, if by chance, you are reading this,
I wont blame you if you're think im being mean.
I had to do whats best for both of us..
Saturday's outing with his family was fine
until the end where he got worked out
reading my sms-es.
I tried to calm him down cuz there's nuthing
for him to worry about but,
I could see anger & worries in his eyes.
I could see how much he doesnt want to lose me.
( for now )
Somehow, I know one day, I will be sad again.
Perhaps, I could never make anyone happy
But, Ive always tried my best.
I was called for an interview as aSpecial Education Teacher @ Balestier Special School
tomorrow But, im hesitating.
Perhaps, its too early to start attending interviews.
