2:02 AM
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Went shopping with him to Ikea.
Bought myself the white lamp Ive
been wanting to buy all these while..
We were walking all over Ikea.
He was acting weird today.
Planning what to buy for our "so-called Home"
in years to come and
what to get for our "Children's room"
Ok.
He is 100% certified weird by me!
And, we were approached by an Ikea Staff
asking us to do a oh-so long Survey
which is never ending.
And, we decided to spice up the survey's answers...
Some of the weird answers we gave ...
Qn1. Who did you come with today to Ikea?Answer: Just me. and my husband.
Qn2. Whats your total salary with your spouse?Answer: $4000 - $5000
Qn3. What kind of house do you live in?Answer: HDB-Owned
Qn4. How many family members are there in your family?Answer: Just two of us.
Ok. Poor Ikea. Never can have an accurate survey resultswith people like us!
Hah.
And then, both of us got really tired.
We pratically travelled ALL around S'pore
by bus & visit pratically every corner there is..
But, he got really sick and it seems that
his whole bunk-mate is infected
with this so called epidemic eye infection
and then, his eyes were so red.
Its seems like it can popped out any moment.
So, we break fast together and he send me home...
Well.
Hopefully, this epidemic thingy will end soon...
Ahh.
Im now, fully awake at two in e mornin...
Why oh Why?
9:52 AM
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Girls Gone Wild. (with Food!!)
Goshie. I cant type much today.On the other side, someone
is pestering me to get ready to go out.
Oh well, shall blabber more soon!
8:39 PM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Just. Memories.
I had enuff of this week.
So many drama this week.
First thing first.
I was so stressed bout work.
Knowing that one of us had made a huge
h.u.g.e mistake.
Being the weakest link, I couldnt
sleep at night.
Thinking whether I have done something
wrong which is unforgivable.
After days pondering over it,
someone told me the whole story
and in a way, im glad its just not me.
Next, I had to end a friendship with someone.
Matter of fact, just a few days before,
he told me that its impossible for a
girl and a guy to remain the closest friends
without developing feelings for the other.
Well, in order to save my relationship,
I had to make a huge sacrifize.
I had to let a friend go.
I guess it better for the both of us.
By the way, if by chance, you are reading this,
I wont blame you if you're think im being mean.
I had to do whats best for both of us..
Saturday's outing with his family was fine
until the end where he got worked out
reading my sms-es.
I tried to calm him down cuz there's nuthing
for him to worry about but,
I could see anger & worries in his eyes.
I could see how much he doesnt want to lose me.
( for now )
Somehow, I know one day, I will be sad again.
Perhaps, I could never make anyone happy
But, Ive always tried my best.
I was called for an interview as aSpecial Education Teacher @ Balestier Special School
tomorrow But, im hesitating.
Perhaps, its too early to start attending interviews.
Im just tired.
Can I sleep now?
10:40 AM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Do I Have what it takes???
"How You Can Become A SPED Teacher?
First you need to be employed by a SPED school. After a minimum of 6 months of teaching experience in the SPED school, you are required to undergo a part-time Diploma in Special Education (DISE) course conducted by the National Institute of Education (NIE). To be eligible for the course, you need to possess at least a full GCE 'A' level certificate (minimum 2 'A' and 2 'O' level passes) including a pass in General Paper. Polytechnic Diplomas and other recognised qualifications may be considered. The DISE course is fully sponsored by the employer.
The NIE presently conducts the Diploma in Special Education (DISE) course for GCE 'A' Level holders and above. DISE courses take two years to complete"
And so, its always been my dream to be a teacher.
To teach childrens, regardless of their backgrounds.
Stumbled into one of the website about special education.
And, it sparks me, that, my guts feeling say BE ONE.
Be something which I always been looking forward to be.
I admit I am rather demoralized as times and times
I applied for the position of a teacher in NIE
and was rejected TWICE for two years in a row.
Tell me.
How sad was that!!
My current job sucks.
Ha-ha.
Pay is yummy and ok, job wasnt that bad
Just that its just not the line I want to
be in for the rest of my life.
I know, even if I tried to apply for a Special Needs Teacher,
high probability I might get rejected
as I have no related experience.
But, hey, miracles do happened right?
Im going to set out my plans right.
No more wasting of time.
Hmm.
Cant wait for friday to come.
Ive never look forward for weekends to come
till this week..
Why?
Hmm. Its for me to know.
And for you to find out.....
*winks*
7:56 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Army Civil Defence Daze.
Who's he..?
Someone who came into my life almost 3 years ago.
Dont know how it happened.
But, he was in my heart thentill to date.
So many drama(s) lately.
Oh gosh, as the song sang by mary j.blige..
"NO MORE DRAMA,pleasss!"
Hmm..
The weeked was spend hanging out with him. and his friends.
He received a called today from someone.
and, I dont know why.
I got freaking jealous.
I was furiously mad like volcano erupting.
Why Rina. Why?
Ok, but after awhile, i was just being silly.
Getting jealous over nothing.
Hush. No more. Shall not talk bout this anymore.
The raye coming really soon.
1st ramadhan marks the time where I made
resolutions. A gradual resoulution.
( Praying hard that god gives me strength to
meet and achieve my goals)
Wearing green kebaya which was
tailored-made by Siti's mom.
Hmm. whats next?
Well, reality hits me hard tomorrow.
Because... I have to get back to work!
Why. Why wasnt I born rich?
10:56 AM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Fairty tale to unfold remain
silent
I have a sudden urge to write.
There's so many things to say.
Things which I dont want others to know.
So, he knows that ive been contacting him.
Hmm. Flashbacks of him and what he have
done in the past appear one by one.
He promised that its all in the past.
And told me that I shouldnt think too much
cuz there was nothing to worry about.
Im beginning to feel numb about all this.
If he's happy doing all this to me,
I shall not stop him.
I believe in god. and, karma.
What comes around comes around.
Planning to have lots of gathering this ramadhan.
Just pray that I wont burn a hole in my pocket..
So, the girls and I decided to have a night either
in a posh hotel room or country club..
Still deciding the venue and date..
Hmm. November.
Lots of big events coming up.
First thing first, its mua bday..
and just four days after that, its
the D & D...
Cant wait to attend it cuz
it will be held @ shangri-la hotel..
My clique and I will be booking one huge
Time passed by fast.
Dont ya think?
12:17 AM
Saturday, September 1, 2007
When everything falls apart....
Family. Relationships. Work.
What's life without the rough side
of life...?
I know I could pull through all this.
Family. Its really hard to understand
how guy actually think.
and my brother, is one good example.
Relationship between him n the others
are starting to fall apart.
He seems to be beyond controlled
Distancing away from us yet,
deep down, he's still my lil' brother..
Relationship.
Somehow, why do i have a strong feeling
that he's just doesnt love me truly.
I just dont know how to let him go
cuz deep down, i feel he is just the one...
The way he looked at me earlier.
The way he talked to me.
Those vulgar words.
I was hurt. real hurt.
But does he really care?
I doubt.
Why am I so weak?Why is it so hard for me to let him go
when he dares to speak to me in
that shocking manner?
Im in pain.
My head and heart hurts.
Guess, no one cares afterall.
